Vengence is mine saith the Lord! Move out of the way and let God get them! He can deal with folk in a way and in a place that is not accessible to you and will get the attention of the violator! Pump your breaks because God is gonna slow them down! Observe and remain silent!

I'm so exhausted...I have been trying to get some rest, but it is not helping. It seems that no matter what, things will never be good enough, things just seem to be spinning out of control and I feel that there is really nothing much more than I can do, but hold on tight for the ride and hope that I do not fall off.

Still no change in my eating, and it is really starting really bother me. In a way it makes me feel that I have control over something for once. And the psychology master's candidate student, knows that I'm really just fooling myself. I'm not in control over anything. Unless you count that my actions are causing me to have control over how sick, I will be if I don't get a grip and fast.

~*Beautiful.Spirit*~

Wishing things were the way they used to be...some habits are too hard to break.....

Anxiety Attacks....

I've been dealing with some serious anxiety attacks....this sucks. I'm doing the best that I can to ignore it...but guess what, it ain't working!!! I know that I need to start taking about things and not sweeping them under the rug, but that is all that I know and as of right now, that is what makes me comfortable and safe, so I am going with safe.

The last few days, it seems that my ED is back in full swing!! :( Not sure how to feel about that or what I am suppose to do. :(

Not easily broken.....

Not easily broken.....so I thought....to be continued at a later time.....