not doing os great. Went to dinner with friends, which was really nice. But my ED was there with me and I had the most difficult time eating. To the point that someone made a comment that I did not eat enough of my dinner. I tried to tell her that I had had enough and she was just like yeah right. I did everything that I could to eat more, but I started to feel sick to my stomach. And I hated it. I can't take this anymore ED is really starting to play with my emotions right now and I hate it. I wish that he or it or what ever it may be just go away.