uuuuuuhhhhhhhhh!?!?!? I so feel the urge to cut right now and I'm doing the best that I can to fight this, but it is not working because I have been feeling this way for the last couple of hours. I hate this....really trying my hardest not to give in to this urge.

I came home from work and cleaned out my fridge and freezer. I feel a lot better that there isn't much food left in my fridge. It just kinda takes some sort of weight off of my shoulders.