IOP

Right now I am a nerves rick and there isn't much that I can do about, I feel that I have bitten off way more than I can chew. I finally went to IOP and I see the girls that are there and I feel that I am nothing like them. There is someone that I feel is more rewarding to take my spot. I don't like being there because I see those girls and I don't see myself. I don't like the idea of being forced to eat something that I don't want or given something just because I have to have a cup of something. The girls are great and encouraging, but I don't like being watched what I eat or don't eat. This sucks. I know that I don't eat enough and truthfully that is ok with me. Well, I may not eat enough for those person that see me eat, but to me I'm eating more than my share of food.