Tough thoughts and struggles......March 25

Things are going alright. I sprained my ankle on Tuesday, which I am really not sure how I did that. I haven't been exercising or anything major. Only walking. I'm starting to wonder if the injury may be related to my eating disorder...something that I'm sure I should bring up in therapy on Monday.

I have been feeling really guilty for the lack of exchanges that I have been missing. I don't see it as a big deal, although, I am sure that I should. I feel that since I haven't been able to walk since Tuesday, it shouldn't matter that I have missed exchanges, am not using them if I am just sitting with my foot elevated doing nothing. Black and white thinking, I am sure, but that is how I feel.

I sent my sister a message on FB asking her to send me my mom's cell number...why has she not answered me!?!? I know she is updating her FB page, I have read the statuses....why does my family hate me so much?????