Short Update

I just finished my first full work week in 8 months because I had in day treatment for my eating disorder. And my treatment team felt that it would be in my best interest if I waited until after the holidays to return to work. I really enjoy the staff at Ren, But one thing that is really starting to annoy the hell out of me is when staff continuously tell me that I should know something by now because I have been in treatment for 8 months. I really wish that was the case. I have a hard time talking about my personal life and no one gets it. I hate the fact that my eating disorder is having this much control over my life. I feel that I have no support, so that makes things twice as hard. I want to be happy, but at times it doesn't seem worth it.