Fustration with said treatment team.....

I'm beyond fustrated. Why can't doctors do what they know that they need to do?! I have been calling my doctors office since Monday trying to get them to fax my lab reaults to the treatment center and they still have not been faxed!! Why?!?! One minute I'm told that they still need to be signed by the doctor, the next minute I am told that they can't be faxed with out prior authorization from the treatment center. I decide that I would email the coordinator that I have been speaking with to ask to request them. She informs me that since I am the patient it is alright for me to ask for my own lab reports. So, I call back and I am told that they will be faxed. And it is Friday and they have yet to be faxed!?!? WTH!?! I don't understand.

I've also been calling my therapist to have her fax my blood work to the center. She calls me yesterday and told me that the phones at the office haven't been working and that she will try to fax them today. At this point I am not sure what to believe because I like my PCP, I had been calling my therapist office to get my blood results faxed. My therapist tells me yesterday that the reason that she hadn't faxed the results was because they had been replaced in the wrong portion of my file. WTH!?!? Won't the therapist view the file before just giving up, just in case that happened!?!? I don't get it. My therapist is really starting to annoy me. She seems to think that everything is a joke. This is not a joke. This is my LIFE damn it!!!! And, I'm tired of being ignored. Just because I don't have the average body of a person that suffers from a a eating disorder does not mean that I don't suffer for one. I am tired of telling or having to explain that eating disorders do NOT discriminate!!! I know that a lot of the facts that are presented in the social media is that eating disorders only affect whites, WRONG!!! They can affect anyone. I want to help bring awareness to this subject, but I know that I can't do this unless I get control of my own personal demons. All I am asking is for someone to just listen to what I have to say and don't pre-judge me before you get to know me. I am tired of struggling. I want to change. I can't do this alone. But apparently, I have no choice at this point and it sucks.

Jarriyah