I'm really feeeling over whelmed right now. I need tp B/P and I can't the apartment is to small and there is only one bathroom. My younger cousins are here and I don't want them to start asking me any questions, just in case they hear me in the bathroom. The worst part there is no lock on the door, so anyone can just walk in. I have been eating nothing but fast food since I've arrived on Thursday, If anything I feel that instead of gaining like my doctor wants me too, I'm losing because I don't feel that I have the support that I need and it hurts. No one seems to understand, just how bad this situation is . I'm in it deeper that I thought and I'm trying to find away out and I can't. For the past month I really feel as if I am fight a war within myself that I'm lossing. I feel out of control and there again there does not seem to be anthing that I'm able to do about it. I'm exhausted from the lack of sleep that I caqn't even keep my eyes open. I want help my question in regaurding thus situation is that I will be able to have a emotional suoort so that I can move on with my life because right now I reallly truly feel exposed on so many levels. And I really don't know how to get a grip and I understand that I really need to get one fast, but where do I start?